Initially I created this blog as a way to let my creative juices flow and somehow get started on the as yet untitled and hardly thought of premiere novel by yours truly. Then it turned into me just talking about my day... which nobody wants to hear about. Vividly Bland was originally entitled "They Call Me Beezy" since it was all about me. Once I came to Spelman I felt the need to change the name to something that described me better than just the obvious- my name/nickname.
My about me section once upon a time ended with me saying something corny like "vividly bland is more than just words... its my life". I guess that was the catch phrase I heard in my head. Vivid & Bland are two words which may not neccessarily be polar opposites but they don't really mix well together at all. The VIVID part of my life comes from the outside world looking in. A stranger looking through my pictures may be fooled into thinking that I am just the life of the party- lots of friends, always partying, crazy wild antics on a friday night, alcoholic, fun loving Bitch. This is all just an illusion I think. Your whole being is merely a facade. Pictures are only worth a thousand words but your life is way more than that. No one is who they appear to me. So even if my life seems so bright and vivid to others, I feel that its tasteless- bland. Pedestrian at best. I'm just an averagely weird girl who constantly contradicts herself and tries to understand why LIFE is one big Oxymoron.
