The Last 3 Twenties

It's over. We're done. For good. Decision has been made. He gave me $60 for this shit I bought him... While I was still holding on to the hope that things would get better, I didn't spend the money. I was broke,yet I didn't touch that money. I was saving it. When I realized that me & him were over, I began to spend the money. I feel like once the money is gone, I will be completely over him. Is that weird? I'm holding on to fuck twenty dollar bills and connecting that to his love for me--- or lack there of. Sad. But that's me. I should just burn it.