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I don't need anyone.

No man. No friends. No family.

When you go through something and realize that literally NO ONE has your back but yourself, you realize that you don't need them. Why are they around? You add no value to my life. Clearly I don't need you.

So much on my mind. I'm just over these lying ass niggas. I'm over these niggas who owe me money & refuse to pay me back. I'm over it.

I just pray to god I find a way to make it.

I already got it. I don't need you new niggas. At all.

I'm turning 25 this year. I'm excited now. Finally old enough to be honest with myself and move on. I'm happy. I just want to be able to do everything I want to do. I'm working on that. Bee is able.

Speaking things into existence:

I will be successful this year.
I will buy a car on my own within 6weeks.
I will live in my first home alone within 3months.
I will be happy.
I will lose the weight.
I will not depend on anyone financially.
I will get my ring.
I will have my daughter.
I will love.
I will live.