Happy 22nd Bee Day Megan!!!

I went to ATL for my hun's 22nd birthday. Had a blast. I LOVE Megan!!!

She's rocking a dry twist out. Isn't her hair AWESOME?! Serious hair envy. 

This birthday extravaganza weekend was sponsored by Travis Porter's "Make It Rain", Waffle House, Thumbs Up, 255 & Red berry Ciroc. 

Hair Trauma

for some odd reason my hair isn't curly in the front... at all. It's wavy. & if it doesn't have product on it, it looks freakin straight. *sigh* 

see the difference?? Oh & disregard my face. I'm chocolate wasted as usual. *sigh*

Oh yea.. Happy 22nd Bee Day Jae!!! This is the night I drank a glass of moscato with birthday cake, 4 shots of vodka.. crown & coke, cranberry & vodka, 2 shots of patron, 2 shooters, and a shot of 151. *sigh*

Happy 22nd Bee Day Brooke!

My 22nd BEE DAY

Nine.One.Six.Eight.Eight... Bee Day.

22nd Bee Day Plans

As many of you already know, in less than two months I will be turning 22. I don't really have concrete plans as of right now but tentatively speaking I will be in Atlanta.

I have NO idea what to do or what to wear or who I'm finally having birthday sex with BUT I do know this one thing:

I'M GETTING MY NIPPLES PIERCED!!!!

Yes, that is all I know. I will have my nipples pierced on September 16, 2010. 21 was a blah year.. (Including the sucktastical 21st bee day smh) I hope to make 22 much better.. so to kick things off we shall have our nipples pierced. Yay!!!!

♥ Bee

Legal.

Im 21. Actually it doesn't feel that grand. Maybe because I haven't really celebrated it.. Im sober. I can't believe certain people umm "forgot" but we'll deal with them another time. Like I was so excited for their birthdays but when my special day comes you can't even send a text?? Not ONE text? NOTHING? Did you really forget?? Im kind of happy this happened.. At least my real friends didn't forget. Im sooo over these losers. Im done with the rants..

I just know who is in my corner with me. I like it this way..

All the times you called me crying about bullshit and I sat there and listened for hours-- and you can't even call or text to say TWO words. Happy Birthday. Happy Bday.. NOTHING..

lol. soo typical.

im over it.


you'll need me soon. im not dealing with you anymore. my brother was right. should have listened. over it..

peacee.

Birthday sex

I've never had sex on my birthday.. and I dont have any desire to either.. Im like this, Even tho the song just kinda came out, birthday sex will never replace a gift.. thats just for all you cheap pervs.. umm i can sex anyday.. jst bc its my bday doesn't make it any more special.. unlesss im gettin paid and that makes it prostitution soo no go.

Im not picky. I'll take any gift. Im gracious for all that give me something become you dont have to.. A card is sufficient.

But dont try to give me sex. Are you gonna do something different during sex or something?? cuz ive pretty much had all of the great things done to me. nothing you can do that'll blow my mind.

sex isn't something new to me i jsut experienced last night.

Happy (Boyfriendless) Day!!!

I woke this morning, took my meds & felt sickly (as usual).
Such a wreck~ emotionally! So what was my valentine's day gift?? Some guy, Mr. Wilson saying that he loves me.. Whoa. That took me.. eh speechless. Like what am I supposed to respond to such a thing.. Not like a guy's never told me that but.. I wasn't expecting him to say it of all people.. ughhh... WTH is going on in Bee's World?! You would wait until two years later to say some ish like this.. when i've moved on and on and on...

Of course after he shocks the life outta me, he pisses me off. Says i'm selfish.. Think everything is about ME. Hello!!!! It is.. lol. But i'm not selfish.. So he doesn't know me at all.. Thinks he loves who I used to be..

So I was THIS close to coming to Houston to visit a certain someone.. but i changed my mind. I almost did it. haahaha.. love that kiddo though.

I'm slowly deleting people from my facebook.. I like deleting things. Why are we "friends" when we aren't even cordial.. If we didn't grow up together, were cool in high school, or we attend the same school now.. WHY are we friends on fbook?? Unless you're just a cute guy then.. its pointless. i rarely accept girls.. and guys for that matter.. smh.

Why do people love to ask "Do you have a problem with em? 'Cuz [random messy person] said you didn't like me.." Like, why would you care.. Not like we were actually friends. I get those alot.. So childish. But had to let one person know that i really didn't like her.. I don't know her.. I only like people who i'm cordial with.. friendly with.. friends. If you're a stranger I don't like you.. the END. so yeah.. its safe to say that i don't like alot of people.. You have to form some sort of bond to have feelings or deep emotions towards another human being. I don't hate anyone though so there :)

Chocolate covered strawberries equal yumness. Hooter's is coming soon.. :) Still perplexed by the overwhelming abundance of emotions in my inbox.. you'll be glad to know that I am not dealing with anything beyond hi & bye until monday.

Bee Days

So as you all know yesterday was my twentieth birthday, aka my BEE DAY.
ahem, sooo much better than last year :)

went to the world of coca cola.. & then benihana's where I realized that I do not like sushi.
i knew i wasn't wrong ugh..
i still HATE seafood. even shrimp.. yucky.

so yeah..
i mean, at least i tried it right??

we got into the world of Coke for FREE. ,<< my favorite word.

thats basically it..

oh yeah, so that "dude" who shall remain anonymous, had the audacity to think that I would blow off my friends to go "freak" with him.. smh
excuse YOU!!
i'll never put a dude before my girls.. EVER.
unless we're in a relationship.
he only wanted SEX.
anywho,
BESIDES ALL THAT FRIEND VS BOYS ISH..
i just can't have ANY dude try and make me do something..
lol..
not gonna happen.
i am GROWN as hell;
i am SINGLE;
and i do as i please..
if i WANNA be with this dude tonight, i will be with that dude tonight..
if i wanna be with my girls, i'm chillin with them..
and if i just want to be a bitch and be by myself for a little while THEN chill with my dude then thats what I will do..
i just can't have ANYBODY make me do ANYTHING that i don't wanna do..
smh..

anywho,
i'm twenty. i'm grown. i'm looking for a job :)

help me out mmkay??