Daily Affirmation: 12/19/11

Daily affirmation: Your tenacity is admirable. Enduring as much as you do, yet never giving up.

December Twist Out

So I took down my twists after a little over a week I guess. Or maybe it was JUST a week. Who knows. I got bored one night & wanted a change so... voila! enjoy :)

Sadly it only lasted 2-3days & I ended up bunning it on the third & washing on the 4th.

ImPress Press-On Manicure

I was soooo excited when I received my Holiday Vox Box from Influenster, & even more excited when I saw that it included imPress Press-On Manicure by Broadway in the print dubbed 'Dancing Queen' !!! The coolest part? I received this product complimentary to test through Influenster’s VoxBox program! Yay!!! PLUS, I was in desperate need of a manicure & had extra time on my hands that day so I instantly tried them out.


 Why try out imPress Press-On Manicure?! Well the website boasts:

• Salon manicure in seconds
• No drying time
• Superior, lasting shine
• Easy removal
• Lasts up to a week.

 My verdict? Since Wednesday, I've lost 3 nails. The adhesive isn't quite strong enough to endure my frequent hand washing. Next time I'll add a bit of nail glue just so I won't be losing nails in customers' bags (Yes, this happened today *sigh*) If I had any other job, the print would have been wayy too crazy. But I so love Dancing Queen.!  It took way longer than just a few seconds to put each nail on. I mean, you have to choose the correct nail size for each finger, prep your nails with the cleansing cloth included in the package, peel off the adhesive tab, place the nail & and press down for dear life to make sure it sticks... smh. Definitely took me over 8mins to apply. 

On a positive note, imPress Manicure retails for $5.99 for colors and $7.99 for patterns so if it doesn't last as long as you'd like, you're not out of a LOT of money. Plus it's available at CVS, Rite Aid, Duane Reade, KMart, Walgreens, Walmart and more so you can virtually find them anywhere-- even if you live in the middle of nowhere. I mean, just about every town has a Walmart or CVS/Walgreens. In case you live in an area that doesn't have these stores visit. www.imPressManicure.com for a full list of online and in-store retailers. You can also download an exclusive coupon and virtually try on all the colors and patterns!  **Watch me OPEN my vox box!!**

Kiera's Baby Shower

So.. what are you doing today??? 

Micro/Mini Twists

I revisited the "twists" life. Two strand mini-micro twists all over my head. I kinda.. LOVE it! So this time I did it on a two day old wash-n-go. Hair was completely dry. For my wash-n-go I washed with Aussie Moist shampoo & used a mixture of Aussie Moist conditioner & Herbal Essence Hello Hydration. To give my curls that extra UMPH, I separated my hair into four sections; twisted each section & used my cantu shea butter leave in. Let hair air dry & rocked a fierce wash-n-go for two days.

(after hair was completely dry.. see the shrinkage)

Once my curls lefts (I didnt use a gel to lock in my girls), I decided to two strand twist my hair. I took small pieces of hair (maybe like a centimeter in width) and used a bit of my Shea Moisture curl enhancing smoothie to mositurize the section as I twisted it.

(lol.. the afro puff on top- priceless)

(don't you LOVE how my twists start to curl up? my coils be vicious)

About three-four hours later I was done. I've had my twists for about a week now & they are lovely. Everyone comes up to me & asks if I can do theirs. -______- I'd say yes but.... I've only ever done my own hair & I don't feel comfortable enough to do others... Even if the guy is cute. You know what, I should actually learn how to twist dreads so I can find a man.!

Natural Hair Cult?

I feel like this natural hair movement is turning into a cult 0_0. You must live by these rules set by #naturalhair God's or else you're not a true natural & are kicked out of the club. The coveted club of youtube videos & natural hair blog Heaven!
So many rules to follow. You must co-wash. How dare you use regular shampoo to cleanse your hair! All those sulfates. Uh uh girl. You aint really NATURAL unless you co-wash or use sulfate free shampoo. ONLY. Did you just use HEAT on your hair?! How dare you pick up that ceramic flat iron and destroy your curl pattern like that?! Don't even think about greasing your scalp. I know it's dry but blue magic is a no no! All of the things that worked when you were a kid, you can't do it anymore. You're natural. You must use products that the natural hair gods recommend. If we tell you that Miss Jessie's works-- fork over that $50 & buy the curling pudding dammit! And don't even think about dying your hair. That's a chemical. Natural = NO chemicals. Henna or BUST!

*slow eye roll*

And to think when I became natural I just did it because... I felt like it. Didn't know I was being inducted into an exclusive club where I must always where my hair out in it's natural state or I'm not a true natural.. Oh ok. So you want me to walk out the house with my unkempt hair? No manipulation whatsoever?! Say bye bye to alllllllll those cute styles-- no braidouts, twist outs, bantu knot outs-- no OUTS of any nature. Those manipulate your curl pattern or stretch out your hair. And you cannot wash-n-go without the appropriate gel or holding products to lock in those cute lil curls.

Some times I like to straighten my hair. I get bored. I want bangs. I get tired of having my curls. I thought versatility is what made natural hair so fun! I've recently realized that my scalp is super dry and that it actually loves blue magic hair grease!!!!! Yes!! I've spent soooo much money on all these natural oils that dont do anything to my scalp but grease?! Girl, my scalp loves it. There shouldn't be a rule book to being natural. If something works for me, it works. You don't have to use natural hair only products. Insanely overpriced. Child my bathroom cabinets and closet are full of Kinky Curly, Shea Moisture, Elasta QP, Cantu Shea Butter, Miss Jessie's--- lol. I use whatever my hair craves & that moment & keep it moving.

Natural hair community should chill out a bit. And to think I thought Beyonce Stans were brutal. They aint got jack on Natural Hair Nazis!

**Oh & I know I haven't blogged about my hair in forever! Too busy with ... LIFE! But I will add a few pics of my daily hair over the last few weeks-- and my favorite style, the PUFF. :)

Blow Out gone wrong-- so I did a "braid out" (peep the on big braid. lol)

the trusty wash-n-go for most outings... aka i didnt plan ahead. -___-

I still have my looser curls up front.

Most wash-n-go end up looking big & bushy- like this. but shrinkage is terrible.

My trusty puff with the front flat twist hair band. My fave style. Especially for work =P

My "Don't Talk To That Nigga" Fund

The other day I decided that I'll never talk to him again. I give myself $1 everyday I do not try to contact him. No calls, no texts, no tweets, no facebook messages-- NOTHING. Also, I earn another $1 if he tries to contact me & I ignore him.

Seems silly but it's just how I keep sane. I know that I'm better than this situation. Yes, I still "love" him or whatever that feeling is. But I refuse to be stupid. I refuse to let him win.

Thus far I have $5 :)

My goal is to have enough for a flight away from here soon!

Heartless.

On November 30, 2011 my heart was broken into a million pieces. Those million pieces were then sat on fire. Then those ashes were thrown around and are nowhere to be found. My heart is gone. My love is lost. I have nothing more to give. WHY did I have to give all of me like that? I feel so stupid that at one point I was even begging & pleading for him to STAY. Even after he told me he didn't want to be in a relationship anymore with anyone & wanted to fuck around--- I was trying to convince him that I was all he needed. Wait, what? Did my dumb ass just ignore everything he said...? I hate myself right now. How can you tell someone that you love them but don't mean it? How can you tell me that you like me so much & that you care about me sooooo much but you just want to be able to fuck whoever? And the fact that you could possibly have another baby on the way????? WTF?!

Where does that leave me? I was stupid. I was dumb. I admit it. I was trash. I deserve to be hurt. I saw the signs, but I thought that if you gave me a chance I could somehow save you from yourself.

I was always there. ALWAYS.

So what do I do now? I learn to love myself again. I try to move on. I don't think I'll ever let another guy in like that though. He has officially ruined me for the next guy. I cried so much that night. I was overcome with sadness.

What do you do when someone takes everything you have.. and then decides they don't want it anymore. I don't know what to do. I have nothing left. I have never felt so horrible. How do I explain how I feel? No fucking words

Over My Dead Body

“How I’m feeling, it doesn’t matter 

 Cause you know I’m okay

 Instead, I ask myself “why do you hurt me?”

When you know, you know I’m the same

You know, I know that you love me baby

Time to take you away from me

Only over my dead body…”

Beyonce is Due NEXT MONTH!!!

according to this video Beyonce says she's 6months pregnant on September 23rd.......

Which means her baby is due in December?! AHHHHHH!! It makes perfect sense now. She never said she was due in February--- that Australian talk show host did! And... I bet she has it on Dec. 4th (Jay's Bday). I knew she was wayyyy too big to be due in February. Lawd.. and That's why she's still able to shoot that movie in March. SMH. OMG! I love my BEY :)

Just now realizing what I should have known long ago... You really aint shit & you will never change. Why did it take me so long to see this? Why did I fall for the simplest shit? "Thinking bout you..." "I want you..." "I miss you..." -_______- & I was doing so much better. Awesome without you. I knew we were cool with not being anything... but what happened? You had to break my guard down again. I'm just so tired. Your half ass apologies. You're sorry for making me feel worthless & less of a woman? REALLY?!  So you know you made   me feel like shit & what did you do? Nothing but LIE. Why must you lie? Why can't you be honest for once.

I know you've been hurt by someone else.. I can tell by the way you carry yourself. If you let me, here's what I'll do: I'll take care of you! -- I've loved and I've lost ♥

‎" ..kiss me like you miss me, fuck me like you hate me and when you’re fucking someone else just fuck her like she ain’t me..."

Take Care Leaked

.... this means that I've been attacked by "I miss you...." "I want you...." "good morning" "can i see you?" texts since the initially leak of Take Care. Damn Drizzy! I have no idea what to do.. Until I figure it out if this is just a simple "Cuffin Season" misunderstanding, I'm a just chill. I still love that boy. But... we shall see. Cuff on. ♥

Sucking Dick In Style-- the 2011 Way!

Do you want to learn how to make sucking your partner's dick more enjoyable for you? Well I have TWO (yes you heard right, 2) products for you to try. The first product is manufactured by Pipedream Products. The line is called Comfortable Numb Deep Throat. Consists of a bunch of sprays, creams, lollipops, & mints that desensitize various parts of the body. You will need the throat spray. (You can also try the mint or lollipops but I think the spray will work faster.)
  "Comfortably numb is a flavored desensitizing spray specially formulated to reduce the discomfort associated with oral sex. the refreshing mist contains a mild numbing agent that coats the back of the throat, helping to suppress gag reflex and prevent discomfort during oral sex. discreet enough to take with you wherever you go, this special spritz doubles as a breath freshener as well." 


WOW. You can deep throat & freshen your breath at the SAME time.! Amazing. And it comes in three flavors - Chocolate Mint, Spearmint, & Cinnamon. You can find these products on Amazon for the low low price of $7.28-7.58!!! What a steal. [If you purchase it from the website you'll spend about $13 + S&H... ]

  The next product is to help you swallow. I mean, "spitters are quitters" & some ejaculate just doesn't taste well [stop eating so much red meat guys!]. Courtesy of YourMasque.com I bring you--- Masque Sexual Flavors: "Masque® is the first product proven to conceal the taste of semen. These orally-dissolvable, flavored gel strips will take the intimacy between you and your partner to the next level."
 They come in a pack of 3 for only $12 & you have three different flavors to choose from: Chocolate, Strawberry & Watermelon. You use this like a Listerine oral care strip that are used to freshen your breath; just place on tongue before performing oral sex & voila! Nasty semen taste is gone.

I haven't tried these products yet but I will be back with a full review as soon as find a penis... *sigh* Oh, the joys of being single.

Happy Sucking!

Big Sean - Dance (ASS) remix with Nicki Minaj

i only watch 1:24-2:33 of this Ass video just to catch Nicki's part. The rest is irrelevant.

Trey Songz - Anticipation 2

Download Anticipation 2 Here [via http://www.xclusiveszone.net]

Kim Kardashian

Yesterday, Kim filed for divorce from her husband of a mere 72 days, Kris Humphries, citing irreconcilable differences. Now, I could go on & on about how funny this is. How I knew this marriage wouldn't last (she just met Kris in December 2010) & how she's very much still in love with Reggie-- I can't. It's pathetic. *sigh*
As much as I think she's an attention whore, I really feel sorry for Kim Kardashian. She just wants to be loved. I see a little of myself in her. I don't know her. I can't bash her like every other cite. She truly thought that she could make her marriage work-- & that's the toughest part to watch. She didn't want to be proven wrong. She wanted her fairy tale wedding. She wanted to have that PERFECT life. The girls had heartache after heartache. She turned 30.

I'm just saying. I FEEL her. You can't pretend as if you've never been involved with a guy that you knew wouldn't last but you hoped that time would make it better....

I'm 23. My biggest fear is that I will wake up on my 30th birthday unmarried with no children. *weeps slowly*

Happy Halloween

Before.

after.

i have the tiniest mouth in America, & it literally hurts me to smile this big. lol

after dinner & drinks my lips started to fade.. smh

I think i loooooove black lipstick now.

i look like a cartoon character. lol

I spent the weekend in Houston with Jasmine. Too much fun. We ate good. Drank good. Had random slightly tipsy fun. No one started a fight. No drama. Stress Free weekend. Next trip? MIAMI.

--We Found Love

It’s like you’re screaming, but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. & when its over and it’s gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good.

Rihanna - We Found Love

I HATE this song.. but the video is badass. Full of love & drugs... Sex... How many young relationships are I imagine...

Beyoncé - Love On Top

Not my favorite video... Still love Bey. Kinda like the song. Waiting for PARTY!!!

Elle Varner - Only Wanna Give It To You

#Love. Plus she has big hair (though that's weave.... added for fullness) I need to know what kind of hair that is. *sigh* Plus J. Cole is in the visual as well so.... :)

"Every Girl" EP by Bridget Kelly

Download @theycallmeBK's new EP "Every Girl" now at http://bit.ly/BeeKayEP !! I am really feeling Miss Bridget Kelly. My favorite's off the EP are "Thinking About You" (written by Frank Ocean. I'm sure you've heard his version) & "In The Morning". 

This Recession Is Real

The last few years of my life have been extremely hard. I went from knowing exactly what I wanted to do with my life.. to being homeless. Yes, homeless. Nowhere to live. Nowhere to go. With all of my worldly possessions in my backpack.

That no job thing is REAL. Do you know how it feels to not even be hired to work at a fast food place? Like damn. I cant flip burgers? I looked everywhere for a job. I went to the work source faithfully. I filled out numerous job applications & I never got called back for an interview. I was wondering "Is it my hair? Should I perm it? Should I get a weave? Is this why I'm not getting hired?" Surely McDonald's wouldn't mind my afro-- yet not even a fast food joint would call me back. When you have $0 in your bank account & bouncing from couch to couch-- shit gets REAL.My parents really did kick my ass out.. & only let me move back in after I begged & begged & showed I was looking for a job. But i thank my parents sooo much for kicking me out. That homeless shit aint no joke.

 I remember one night.. I just wanted to sleep in a BED. Thats it. But i literally had nowhere to go... I was walking down the road with just my phone, backpack with a few clothes & my laptop. But I had NO money & nowhere to go. So here I am, walking aimlessly down the road, tired, feet hurting, pretending like I'm working out so no one would wonder "Why is this girl walking down the street with a book bag?" I just went to this park, sat down on the bench & cried. I cried for at least an hour. I just wanted to know WHY I had to go through so much shit? Why was I so unhappy? I usually cry over the usual "Why am I so lonely? Why can't I find real love.." crap but this cry was intense. I talked to God & I asked for a little guidance, help.. ANYTHING. That's all I wanted. For God to show me a way to go..

Almost instantly, my friend called & asked me to come stay with her bc she hated being in her apt alone. She doesn't know it but, she saved me. That's why I LOVE my friends & they can get anything from me & never have to pay me back because ALL of them had my back when I had NOTHING. Yes, nothing. Of course if I had cried enough I probably could have went home to my parents but I had too much pride to go back. My friends didn't even know that I was starving but they'd invite me over & be like "hey.. we're cooking.." or invite me to sleep on their couches. It was even worse for me because I felt like an even bigger failure. Dropped out of school.. Unemployed.. and everyone who I was sooo much smarter than had houses & cars & living fabulous lives with NO college education & my smart ass had nothing. I couldn't even afford to feed myself! But I had my hustle on. I did some photography work for $80 here & there.. $50 for judging some cheer shit. No one can say I sat on my ass because I got money anyway I could & I've never been one to ask for anything. No help. I just wanted a JOB. I didnt want someone to give me money. I just wanted a job.

I've never told Jasmine, Brooke or Tonya this, but I REALLY thank them for letting me stay with them those months. Like they really didn't know how serious it was... but I was really going through a lot. And the little shit they did meant the world to me. You never know how you'll receive your blessings or who will be the one to bless you. Prayer works. Just keep praying yall.
 Have you ever been hungry? I really went days without eating. I was so hungry I'd cry. But I was too ashamed to ask anyone for food. I would literally cry because I was so hungry. Looking in my wallet hoping that those few cents have magically multiplied so that I could finally afford to get a dollar burger or a bag of chips-- Anything. I was really STARVING. But I never let anyone know that. So yea, i may not like my job. I may hate working early or getting off at midnight, but I know I refuse to be hungry again.

Plus, I'm already $20,000 in debt from Student Loans ALONE. Let's not talk about my sophomore year at Spelman when I didn't even have housing! I slept on floors. I slept on the floor of MJ.. I slept on couches in the lounge. I really had nowhere to go then too until one of my friends dad HELPED me. He paid my tuition. I didn't even ask him too but he paid my WHOLE tuition for that semester. Even paid my rent for me & his daughter. It sucks when both of your parents are working hard.. and they're trying to support you, pay your tuition while taking care of themselves. You feel like a burden to your family because they cant afford to give you money every month, but they still do. So that's the REAL reason I left Spelman. I was so stressed that I had no money for ANYTHING & I hated feeling like a charity case. I even had a nervous breakdown in the middle of class.. ran out.. and went straight to see the psychologist on campus.

 You have to decide.. is it worth it to go to the school of your dreams if your family will have to struggle? Can you be THAT selfish? My dad worked overtime EVERY single day for two years just so he could continue to send me money. EVERYDAY. I felt like I was being selfish that all these people were working so damn hard just for ME.. & I felt like my parents would get sick from working so hard when they really didnt have to. & if they died, who would i have then? So i made the decision that I would pay for school MYSELF. That's why I haven't bought a car yet. I dont go shopping... I'm determined to do everything MYSELF. I work hard for myself. So that one day my parents wont have to work so damn hard.

This #OccupyWallStreet & other protests that have been going on lately really have hit home for me. This recession is REAL. It affects all of us. Who would have thought that one day I'd have to think about where my next meal would come from? Never imagined that I could be homeless.

You have people who have worked their asses off just to go to school & get in MORE debt and they STILL can't find a job? Not even one getting minimum wage?! I will never complain about my job again. From being homeless to having my own apartment in less than a year? Yes! God is so real!

The Ex-Files

I think I'm finally over my ex. This was sparked by the #ThanksToMyEx #TT on twitter. Yea, I know. How Ironic. I've come to realize that my ex really wasn't that bad to me. Yes, he played with my emotions.. lied.. strung me along--- all that good shit but... I'm ok. Because of him, I really know who I am now. I know what I want in a relationship and I know what I can't handle. I know that sounds cliche as fuck, but he really did help me A LOT. He met me at a time when I really didn't know who I was. I was so lost. He helped me find myself. He gave me more power than anyone. He showed me how love felt.. and how it feels when love leaves. I know how it feels to be hurt. I know how it feels to have all of your feelings put out there and for shit still to fail. I know how it feels to know that regardless of how you feel, it doesn't matter unless the other person feels the same way.
Because of him, I'm not afraid to love. I'm not afraid to be myself. I'm not afraid to be blunt.

Grape Drink Vs Grape Juice Vs Grape Soda

I was 21 years old when I first experienced real grape juice... Before then I'd only had artificially flavored grape soda & grape drink out the jug which CLEARLY said it "does not contain any juice" from any fruit, let alone grapes. Now I ask, if it wasn't grape... what made it taste so 'purple'?!

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Grape juice.. clearly states that it's made from GRAPES! & its 100% juice!!

No mention of JUICE at all on this jug of erem.. grape drink.. *sigh* Then what is IT? Purple & Water

the dreaded "artificially flavored..." grape soda. 

Beyonce - Countdown [video]

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IM SO FUCKIN EXCITED!!! BEAUTIFUL PREGGERS BEY!! MY SISTA!!! YES, MY OLDER SISTER BEY BEY GISELLE KNOWLES-CARTER *sigh*

Sunday Hair Day

Just realized that its SUNDAY & of course I did my hair. SMH. Today's regimen? Hopped in the shower & cowashed Ursula (fro) with a combination of Aussie Moist Conditioner & Suave Professionals Almond & Shea Butter Conditioner. Added more water for "slip" and finger detangled completely. While the conditioner soaked into my drenched strands, I finished showering then finally rinsed with luke warm, then cool water. Afterwards, with hair still dripping wet, I applied Cantu Shea Butter Conditioning Repair Cream (leave in) all over my curls, then followed with oiling hair with jojoba & hemp seed oil. Once hair was completely oiled, I grabbed my old faithful Kinky Curly Curling Custard and applied to hair (still somewhat dripping wet). Then I let air dry like normal. I will be trying to stretch this wash-n-go by donning a twist out/braid out and then eventually my faithful high bun/puff. Weave is coming soon. I find myself spending too much money on hair products so I'm trying to use all of my OLD products up before I buy anything else (._.) --- it's just no longer in the budget to splurge since I have to save for my car & new apartment *sigh*.

Lonely Autumn Nights

Have you ever felt like dying? Have you ever honestly wanted to die because you just couldn't deal with life anymore? Have things ever been so overwhelming you figured the only way to have SOME type of escape was to take your own life?? I hate to admit it but I have. I honestly feel like I wouldn't be missed if I died. Sometimes I think that no one would care if I didn't speak another word.. or wrote another blog.. or tweeted anything ever in life. I know that's really pathetic but it's true. I know I have people who love me.. I know that. But that still doesn't change the fact that I feel very much alone in the world. I honestly have NO one I can talk to. I thought that twitter would be useful but every time I get in one of my moods I'm accused of being an attention seeker. I just want someone to listen. I can't live with these thoughts in my head anymore. Shit literally hurts me. My only escape is writing. I just get so overwhelmed with life and I know I can be doing so much more.... and I'm not doing it. I just feel so alone.

Another Love Lost

Am i finally ready to let it all go.....? Idk. I honestly don't know. But even as I write this I can feel the sadness in my eyes. I feel the tears forming. I feel the urge to cry. I refuse. I am stronger than that. I cannot let my emotions run my life. I have to be an adult and suck it up. Whatever we had was not meant to be more. You know what, fuck it. I'm done pouring my heart out. No one is listening. No one reads this shit. It's fuckin pointless. My heartache isn't amusing.. it isn't entertaining. There is no lesson to be learned from this. It's just life. Listen, no matter how hard you love someone, you can't make them LOVE you back. You cannot force someone to care about you as much as you care about them. That's the lesson I had to learn. I may be sad for now.. even a bit bitter, but I refuse to go back. Why try to force someone to be with you? Why settle for just being someone he can fuck whenever he's horny. I'm done being his little whore. He made me feel like scum. Dirty. Worthless. Some days I honestly woke up wanting to die. Wishing that I would slip into an eternal sleep just so I wouldn't have to face reality. Spent many nights drinking alone. Refused to face reality. But now I am ready to move on.

Headlines - Drake [video]

Drake ~ Headlines (Official Video) from OctobersVeryOwn on Vimeo. looks a bit Gotham City-esque. And is that the "Last Supper"?? Hmmmm.. I like Aubrey's sweater. OVOXO #TakeCare October 24th. Can't wait.

Adele - Someone Like You

Daddy's Little Girl - J. Cole

Mama couldn't never reach her Brother tried his best to teach her She thinks she's ready for the world Just look at daddy's little girl

Being Single Sucks

Being single sucks. There is no way around that fact. I know you're supposed to be patient with love but... there's only so much a girl can take. I just crave companionship. I want someone that I can talk to when I can't sleep at night. Someone who can just come over & cuddle in bed with me. Someone to go to the movies with... Someone to just be there for me. I meet awesome guys all the time-- they just aren't for me. I don't know.. I just feel like I'm going to be 30 & childless if I don't make some MAJOR moves soon in the love department. I know i'm only 23, but damnit, i'm twenty freaking three now!!!!!!!!

Being single really sucks. I have no interesting stories to tell anyone... I still feel like a kid because I have yet to meet someone to bring around the family. I mean, it would be one thing if I were some ugly hag but.. I'm fucking hot! I should be having men eating out the palm of my hand.. Grr.

Maybe you guys enjoy being single but I'm sooo tired of it. Fuck waiting. At this point I'd even settle for being the mistress... ok i Kid I KID! No 2nd rate Bee. I'm just saying. What a chick gotta do to get with a real nigga that know how to stay true like man...?

Take Care - Drake [Album cover Art]

Feels like it's been so long. Is life moving so fast in this generation that when we desire something it begins to move in slow motion? Are we just used to getting what we want right away? Or do we require one another to feel right about all that is going on around us? Maybe our anticipation is justified by the fact that we genuinely cannot wait to share a moment again? Either way, your life and mine are scheduled to meet on October 24...I wouldn't miss it for the world.

See you soon.

Drake


[via October's Very Own]

The Misadventures of AWKWARD Black Girl

Just discovered this and I am in LOVE!! I think I'm gonna have to order a t-shirt.

you have to start from the beginning, but here is episode #8

Battle of the Buns

So.... For Tonya's birthday we were in Dallas. We made a video. To see who's butt was bigger. Eh, I'm guessing you know who won.... enjoy.

Cuffin Season Calendar

are you ready for #CuffinSeason

Tonya's Bee Day in Dallas