Bee Is Back!

I've been gone for a minute.. but now I am back! I've just been so busy. Moved in new place. Working my buns off. I turned 24. My bestfriend got engaged on 9.30.12!!! I love BLACK LOVE. So... Since the theme of September turned from horrible to amazing in a matter of moments, I've decided to make a change. Love is the theme of my life. The fact that I was sooo genuinely happy for someone else... it gave me hope for love. Like the Maya Angelou quote said "For those who have given up on love I say 'Trust Life A Little Bit'". Trust life. I am trusting life. I am focused on making my life THIS much better.

Currently addicted to pinterest. Planning Tanya's wedding. Bridal Shower/Bachelorette Party. AND I will begin writing again soon.

I refuse to let another human make me feel anything but Happy & Loved. I cannot give anyone else that much control over me.

Bee patient.


Be patient love... This could be us.

2012 Spring-Summer Pics

End of An Era

... Yes ladies and gentlemen, it is truly the end of an era. My [x] year long drought of singleness has come to an end. I--- have-- a --- Man. A real life man. No, not Sebastian.. an actual boyfriend.. but since i'm 23, I feel like "boyfriend" is a rather childish term.

But yes. Besides working and searching for a new job/apt, I have been working on my relationship with B. And I love him. Everything is going great.

Wait, no no.. not "love" him.. but like, i like him alot and we mesh well together.

Anywho.. I'm living. Going to get back to blogging again soon.. I promise. Until then I guess i could upload pics.

<3

Hair Boredom

Since I wrote about the "natural nazis" and women not accepting their natural hair.. I guess I should update you on my current hair. I'm bored with it. I'm this close to shaving my head. lol. My hair in its natural states barely touches my jawline but once straightened, it hits just below my shoulder blades. Shrinkage is a bitch. I attempted to DYE my hair blonde with a box dye-- didn't work at all. Just turned my roots some awful shade of brown. I then attempted to get hi lights with this kit. Nope. Only one strip of BROWN at the back of my head. So, I had to buckle down and... BLEACH my hair. I was scared at first so I only bleached a small section in the front. Lawd, my hair is full of about 5 different colors right now. But I kind of like it. :)
IDK.. gives my hair some interesting flair. I'm not finished yet. Somehow I stumbled upon THIS photo:

 

and now THIS is the look I kinda wanna go for. The Cruella De Ville look I guess. A skunk effect. But it shall be slightly different and Bee'd up. 

It's been 3 years since I cut off my hair. It's about damn time I added color to it. I grew so bored of henna and the red shades. I need something bold. Something to make me stand out again.