Feathers & Falsies

I'll get back to blogging soon. Don't fret. Just taking a little hiatus.... Working. Working. Working. Is all I do now. The revolution must be televised. Ummm.... Ok. Feathers & Falsies.

“Their hair grows lank and lifeless towards the ground, while our hair grows up, and is full of energy toward the sun” - Malachi Z. York’s teachings

Over It All

You know the feeling you get in your stomach when you see the guy you're madly in love with, with someone else?? And you see her and you wonder to yourself "Why Her?" Why wasn't it me? Why is he engaged to her so suddenly when just months ago you were told he wasn't ready for a commitment?? *sigh* I could go on & on about the whys and whoas and poor me but the fact still remains that its NOT me. He doesn't want me. He doesn't want to be with me. He doesn't love me.

It's not like this is surprising. The signs were all there. I knew it, I just didn't want to believe it. I didn't want to face the fact that I was indeed replaceable and had been discarded long ago. I didn't want to face the fact that I will never be more than what I am today to him.

Lessons has been learned though. I will NEVER let a guy try to change me.

He wanted me to change my hair. Wanted me to change how I act. I can't be anyone other than me. That's the final verdict. I'm done talking about this... I'm over it all.

Rihanna - S&M Official Video

Woke up to Rihanna with a banana in her mouth... Happy Black History Month!