i can never say how i really feel about certain people.
its been that way for years now.. I can't help it.
different guy, same outcome.
the blueprints hardly ever change.
it will always be this way.
he will always be that guy who started out as a friend..
but now i like way more than a friend..
but we cant be anything more than just friends..
and i hate that i let the friend boundaries get blurred
and i hate that i still care about this dumb shit.
i really dont know what i was thinking.
i always do this.
same story, different guy.
not really same story.. but always different guy.
same situation, different babe.
i call you my love, because i care so much.. not love you. i just like you alot..
and i wish that one day i could love you.
oh fuck it.
it has to be lust.
i dont think you like me, like me like Lila & Arnold lol
i just think you like my body.
and the things i say.
i still dont think you "like" me though.
ughh aww poor bee..
i know they're all saying that-
"she's always single"
yeah thats true to .
"she'll never find a man"
yupp probably wont.
where's my tequila? lets beat the sobriety outta thus sullen mess.