Saturday, March 3, 2012

Decisions

I have to make an adult decision about my love life. I have given myself plenty of opportunities to do shit like this but I always make the wrong decision. Nope. No more! I can’t afford it. I don’t want to let go though…
I do this a lot. I play in to the fa├žade of everything being “great”. I am in love with him. He is in love with me. We are a loving couple. Blah..
I always fuck shit up myself. I hate that about me. I do the wrong thing. I say the wrong thing. I am the wrong thing. I am NOT a safe choice at all. I am so messy. I am literally a mess. I hate it. But it is life. I just want to be happy. One day man.

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