Sometimes i really think that its not worth it.. To be stuck in this box. I want to be free. Ugh.
Sometimes I don't know why me and him just can't both stop being so stubborn and just BE "we"..
I never really asked for much, but I think that this is something that I should have to myself..
He said we would never be together.. but I can't let myself believe that. I have dedicated too much time and energy into this. It has to be more than meets the eye.
He said that he'd never go out with me.. because of THAT. Because I act on impulse and intense emotions.
I can't help it.. I swear.
He said that I am Bi-polar.. maybe I am. IDK..
Maybe just bi polar over him.
I can't help how i react to things. I just like how we are together. I never was comfortable in the arms of others.. Until him.
Never did I actually think that I could focus on being in a real relationship, until HIM.
I swear I'm not crazy.. I hope not..
He just has something that I like..
We're not friends.. we can't be friends. Wish we were friends.
I blame myself. typical brittney.
too strange. too weird. too.. abnormal. too much.