"I don't know who you think I AM!!..."
Sometimes I can think of something and get mad. Even if it happened years ago. I just get really angry. I want to hurt someone or break something. I can't help what I think..
I could never really focus in school bc my mind always wondered, can barely remember what I studied for last night or what I wore to class yesterday BUT i can remember every little detail of every conversation that i've ever had.
Its sickening. I have little blips of insanity where I replay an encounter in my head over and over again like a scene from a movie. I think in technicolor. VIVID memories; Bland life.