The theme for today must be love. I've been thinking about it for quite a bit this morning & all last night. I even researched love spells via google. Yes, that serious. No worries, I shall make him fall in love with me. It's easier for me to say those three little words after he has said them to me. The last time I told a guy "I love you" first-- ALL BAD. I've never been so humiliated or hurt in my life. Ugh. Fuck it. Never again. He must fall harder & fall first. Tis all..