Let's be honest. Most of us don't want to be married, we just want the wedding. I think that's why most marriages fail anyways. The wedding is more important that the actual marriage to some. No one thinks of life beyond the honeymoon.
I cant lie, I'd looooove a wedding right now. If I had the money I'd have one just because. The beautiful gown with the long ass train, expensive jewelry... Beautiful cake. All of my girls dressed in the nicest of bridesmaids gowns. Having a photographer follow me around as if I'm a celebrity. All eyes on me. Just feeling wanted, beautiful, loved and adored by all on my special day. Ahhh. Black Love.