Friday, September 24, 2010

Day Five

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

1) Lost my virginity.
2) Left Spelman.
3) Fell in love with him.
4) Cheated.
5) Quit My Job
6) Ignore my gut. 


Anonymous said...

#1 is interesting. I'm 23 years old, never had sex, and there are times I wish I HAD lost my virginity just so I wouldn't stick out like a sore thumb all the time. I suppose making either decision comes with "what if" questions. Go figure.

Vividly Bland said...

That's something you should be commended for. Virginity is special. You stick out for a good reason.

Don't get me wrong, I love sex. (Even though I rarely get it now- ha!) I just wish that my first time would have been when I was 100% ready and with someone special.

Honestly, I lost my virginity because I was bored, tired of being a virgin and he was my "boyfriend" so I figured "Why Not". It was horrible. Didn't feel a thing. Told me that it was something wrong with my vagina because I didn't feel him. Well needless to say this caused quite a bit of emotional damage & I spent the next couple of years searching for "the sex that I hear my friends talk about".

So yea, there is a lot of what ifs along with the whole virginity thing. To keep, or not to keep: that is the question.